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IN BED WITH BERLIN

Episode 11

The Long Goodbye

Michalina Mayerhoff

Cover: Oliver Rath

Berlinable invites you to leave all your fears behind and dive into a world where sex is a tool for self-empowerment.

Our mission is to change the world - one soul at a time.

When people accept their own sexuality, they build a more tolerant society.

Words to inspire, to encourage, to transform.

Open your mind and free your deepest desires.

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The Long Goodbye

Anna with Marian in the office: She is still standing in front of the closed door as if glued to the ground and has put on a trodden face. The sentence she has just let go sounds in Marian's head like an echo in the mountains: "I have lost the child."

His child.

"How did this happen?" he wants to know.

"Last night I suddenly had a lot of pain and went to the bathroom and there I had a kind of haemorrhage. Anyway, I was bleeding really bad and the kid... the fetus... ", ("stupid word", she thinks, "sounds so medical") ... has definitely... ended up in the toilet."

This wording corresponds more or less to the sentence she had thought up earlier.

Silence.

Then Marian, carefully: "Well .....hm."

Silence again.

"And how do you feel now? About that? And other stuff?"

Anna is squirming. "I don't know yet. That’s always a shock. And then all that blood. But I have almost no pain anymore. Unlike last night. I thought someone was going to rip my guts out. Well, it kind of was."

"I'm sorry," Marian finally says. "Really," he adds in a clear voice - and it sounds real. At that moment he actually means what he says.

With a certain amazement and a kind of unprecedented consternation, he realizes that he had actually begun to relish the idea of having a child.

"Okay," Anna ends the conversation in a low voice. "I'm going back to the reception desk."

Marian nods. "Let me know if you need anything. And, of course, you can go home if you're not feeling well."

Anna shakes her head and consciously plays the suffering heroine: "It's all right. “

"A twist of fate," Marian thinks as Anna leaves. "Surely it is for the best. “

Then yesterday evening goes through his mind: the threesome with Lena and Martha. It was mega-hot. Incredibly great sex. Intimate, close, highly erotic - and the thing with two women at the same time has always appealed to him if he is honest with himself. Most men would find it appealing. Undoubtedly, there is something unique about it. Probably a repetition is not possible, but nobody can take this great experience away from him. Not for all three of them, because it was certainly also a highly erotic experience of a special kind for Lena and Martha.

The fact that things are different with Anna now will give him the sexual freedom he still desires; unhampered by a high level of responsibility which he would have had to take on against his will. This is something to be happy about.

Anna sits down on her high-tech office chair at the reception of the law firm "Wiedemann, Scholz & König".

"There, that's done," she thinks. She almost feels sorry for Marian. After all, he's a "good man". It's an old-fashioned expression for someone who's character is "okay", but it's true, this expression. She already knew why she wanted to HAVE him and live with him - and possibly have a child. She sighs. She can put this wish on file for now. She notices that a new rush of blood is pouring into the panty liner of her panties, despite a tampon in her vagina - though not as violently as last night when it was really bad. She reaches for her handbag and hurries to the toilet.

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